Chance Glance!

Nekocchi
22 Slovakia INFP
A girl who got lost in a nightmare and, using her own blood, she tried to change it into paradise.
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I’m shy, awkward and clumsy. Short somehow-human who loves to hug people but is mostly too insecure to do so. So, cuddles dogs and cats instead.

Likes

British TV showsSherlockNatureNight skyDoctor Who

Dislikes

ConfusionShoutingGuilt trippingJerksAggression

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Location: Rayman
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I do, but I would need to open an account first.
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Oh yeah, don't know is this quite late(it is), but.......

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
Location: Juraventure
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Not sure am I too late for this, and not really sure am I in a position to give advice to you, since I failed my art class in last year and I am still hiding in the toilet...
So I am currently learning Chinese paintings, and I find that usually I draw best when I think and don't think about it, I know that sounds odd, but like if you don't think at all and draw, you don't have a goal, but then if you think too much about it, you actually block your creativity from coming out. I find that some of my best paintings are ones that I don't think about while doing them.
Thinking about it, what I am saying are very surface and brief, :(, I am sorry.
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School ended, and my rage stopped when I cried and screamed in school. I feel at peace now, I guess.
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Location: ! The Batter
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"Ignorance is Bliss"
I guess this saying have truth in it, as knowing things pains people (at least it does for me), since the truth is not always the 'best' thing to know about. If you don't know, then you don't think, then the world is less cruel and easier to people.

But I do think knowing and learning and finding things and truths are worth the pain and suffering one goes through.

You know, I think this is post is too shallow in comparison to yours, so I don't really know what to say. Sorry
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"Have you ever actually been afraid of the idea of living forever, in this life or the next?"
To me, living forever is not really a problem? As long as I could find more people to talk with, there is always infinite things to talk about, and there are so many things that you could find and think about with so many time....
As for the next life? I would say I don't really believe in Heaven or Hell, as I don't really see any proof in it, but if there is no afterlife, I don't think I would possess a mind that would feel anything, as it is 'nothingness' or 'void', then there would not be anything called 'feelings' or 'thoughts'. Don't really know what I am writing...

'What's something you wish could last forever?'
To me, nothing could really last forever, but if there is one thing that I would wish for, then it would be the things that people are doing now, the everyday life, the thoughts, the suffering, and the hope and virtues of everyone, as thinking about it, living itself is extraordinary and abnormal, right? I guess?

'Eternity is a long time, and I'm not sure what to think of what Heaven is really like, a perfect world with no problems...'
If Heaven and Hell does exists, I believe it would be different to everyone, its like a perceptive thing? Everyone sees it different.
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I think I am starting to die from the inside, not quite sure am I hating myself so much that it hurts to think, or is it that I am just rotting/shutting down from my core.

But putting aside these thoughts, I just finished the light novel "Welcome to NHK!", and I think I like this book a lot more than most other light novels that I read. It's just...... different from others, and I found this to be an interesting read. I listened to the anime opening and feel that it was fitting to the book.

Thinking about it, I haven't dropped a single tear out of sadness for a long time, and I feel like I am that close in getting very angry and sad in school. For the first few times I can still hold it, but I am not sure how long can I hold my emotions anymore, it just hurt so much.....
I am sorry I am saying this in such a time in the site, but oddly the events that happened how, even I just came only a few months, is starting to affect my emotions a lot more than I thought it would be, and the insecurity and loneliness that I sometimes feel here is causing me to become more.... fragile and sad, I am not even sure myself anymore? Just that from what I seen and talked from others, this site was a site where perhaps I could find comfort in.

Perhaps this post is too odd in nature, I don't really know what to say about it.