Chance Glance!

Nekocchi
22 Slovakia INFP
A girl who got lost in a nightmare and, using her own blood, she tried to change it into paradise.
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I’m shy, awkward and clumsy. Short somehow-human who loves to hug people but is mostly too insecure to do so. So, cuddles dogs and cats instead.

Likes

Doctor WhoCute thingsToleranceFantasySoft things

Dislikes

StressMisunderstandingsAnxietyJudgingArgues

Comment History

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Location: Colanopy
SEI RLOAN PhlegmaticMelancholic
Nekocchi
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Hiya.

I haven't opened the site in a long time, but it's still something that carries a lot of sentiment and feeling of safety for me and on a whim I open it every now and then (with no result, of course, since it's quiet here)... So I can relate to that.
I still feel it's a shame this site has ended this way, and I still find it to be precious, even after it's been abandoned. It was a nice, soothing place indeed.
Location: Nekocchi
SEI RLOAN PhlegmaticMelancholic
Nekocchi
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Stray steps and an abandoned, quiet place.

Somehow, for some reason, I keep coming back here. Without saying a word, with an incoherent hope for... what?

Maybe it is one of those 'old habits die hard' things. Maybe it's because I poured out a piece of me here, and now I will forever be drawn to return. Maybe I miss all the people and their genuinity that surrounded this place. (And maybe it's maybelline.)

This was a safe-house, a light over the stormy seas, calling forth the people weary of outside life and the weights in their soul.

A lot in my life has changed - or at least it feels like that. I've changed. I'm still a short person riddled with fears, who has no idea how to adult and makes many mistakes. Yet, I'm different than I was when I actively used this place. And I would like to hope that the other guys who came here, the troubled people, got that bit of a change, too. That small push towards a lighter place.



Things aren't infinitely better, but I'd like to think that my way of looking at them is clearer and a tad brighter, if nothing else. And... it feels good to know that I am no longer in that pitch black place, crying every night, head filled with images of suicide.

Sun is shining outside, and things hurt and make me scared, but I will be alright.

I hope you will be, too.
Location: Oceandust
SEI RLOAN PhlegmaticMelancholic
Nekocchi
1
I don't think that is likely to happen, unfortunately. It would be nice to have it fully back, though. I can imagine it would wake up back to some activity then, restore a little bit to what it used to be... I guess we all miss it ^^;
Location: Rayman
SEI RLOAN PhlegmaticMelancholic
Nekocchi
2
I'd be up for it, too, I think. I miss this place...
Location: Nekocchi
SEI RLOAN PhlegmaticMelancholic
Nekocchi
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Location: ! The Batter
SEI RLOAN PhlegmaticMelancholic
Nekocchi
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Since I seem to be drawn to random quizzes on the internet, when I saw this one, I went ahead and did it as well ^^;;

My results:
Hufflepuff 86%
Ravenclaw 70%
Gruffindor 54%
Slytherin 35%

"It looks like you're a Hufflepuff! Some of your most defining characteristics are your compassion, loyalty, and devotion to other people. If you want an even more detailed description of your personality, take a look at which house you scored the second-highest in. If that's Gryffindor, you're a very inclusive and friendly individual who always strives to be there for others. If it's Ravenclaw, you're a serene, easygoing individual with a hidden eccentric side. Finally, if it's Slytherin, you possess a strong sense of duty and strive to always be loyal to what you believe in."
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I wonder what does this say about me... I'm sincerely surprised at the high number for Ravenclaw, because I don't see myself as very analytical person - I was never good with math or physics or anything of this sort. (Although the quiz says that if Ravenclaw is second highest, it means "serene, easygoing individual with a hidden eccentric side"... hmm...)
I wish I was better at evaluating myself, so I could actually tell how much that fits or not... ^^;;
Otherwise, I think Hufflepuff is very me owo
SEI RLOAN PhlegmaticMelancholic
Nekocchi
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SEI RLOAN PhlegmaticMelancholic
Nekocchi
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It's not all about breaking rules. Attitude counts too. It was because of things you had written, and your following behaviour.
SEI RLOAN PhlegmaticMelancholic
Nekocchi
4
Just because you're not getting along well with someone you wish to deny them access to the place where they've been for a long time and became a very welcome part of the community, just because you don't behave according to rules and so get banned? o__o
I don't understand the logic of people like you. It seems like all you can think of is yourself. Why do you try so hard to come back here and stay here? You don't care about this place at all, do you?
Why are you doing this?
SEI RLOAN PhlegmaticMelancholic
Nekocchi
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what do you mean 'delete M'?

She's a moderator, she is doing her job and she doesn't ban without a reason. Like the rest of moderators/admin.