Chance Glance!

Nekocchi
22 Slovakia INFP
A girl who got lost in a nightmare and, using her own blood, she tried to change it into paradise.
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I’m shy, awkward and clumsy. Short somehow-human who loves to hug people but is mostly too insecure to do so. So, cuddles dogs and cats instead.

Likes

SnugglesSherlockDoctor WhoCatsTolerance

Dislikes

AggressionMisunderstandingsSleep issuesJerksConfusion

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Okay, I'm curious... what do people want from me?

How should I act? What should I say?

Am I even allowed to be myself?

Sometimes I feel personally attacked on here...

I guess as long as someone isn't trying to ban me and there's no hackers though, maybe I should be okay...

It's like anyone else can actually hurt me or my account, right...?
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Strange, I thought I'd be banned here since everyone thinks I'm the same guy whose account was banned.

It seems like the profiles aren't fixed either.

Sigh...
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This is Foxface speaking.

I started thinking about Locke's sock. Locke's sock is kind of a paradox that asks the question: If you change every part of one thing, is it the same thing that you started working on?

It's presented through your favorite sock. Now, that sock gets a hole. So you decided to patch it up. Then another hole appears. So you patch it up again. And that continues on until your favorite sock doesn't even look like your favorite sock. Is it still your favorite sock? Or something entirely new?

I encountered this thing in a game called 999: 9 hours, 9 persons, 9 doors, when I decided to play it and try to finish it, since I haven't really finished it before.

I found it thought-provoking. In essence, it could still be considered as my favorite sock because it is what it was before I started. But physically, it isn't my favorite sock since it doesn't even look the same. It could have changed from my favorite color to a patch of various colors.

I decided to apply it to people and to myself. If a person changed a lot, is that person still the same person you know? If you changed a lot of things about yourself, are you still you or someone different?

Of course, asking questions like these don't really help you get farther in life and may just provide you with a crisis but still, it's a good question to ponder about in a few minutes of reflection.
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I think I am starting to die from the inside, not quite sure am I hating myself so much that it hurts to think, or is it that I am just rotting/shutting down from my core.

But putting aside these thoughts, I just finished the light novel "Welcome to NHK!", and I think I like this book a lot more than most other light novels that I read. It's just...... different from others, and I found this to be an interesting read. I listened to the anime opening and feel that it was fitting to the book.

Thinking about it, I haven't dropped a single tear out of sadness for a long time, and I feel like I am that close in getting very angry and sad in school. For the first few times I can still hold it, but I am not sure how long can I hold my emotions anymore, it just hurt so much.....
I am sorry I am saying this in such a time in the site, but oddly the events that happened how, even I just came only a few months, is starting to affect my emotions a lot more than I thought it would be, and the insecurity and loneliness that I sometimes feel here is causing me to become more.... fragile and sad, I am not even sure myself anymore? Just that from what I seen and talked from others, this site was a site where perhaps I could find comfort in.

Perhaps this post is too odd in nature, I don't really know what to say about it.
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