Chance Glance!

22 Slovakia INFP
A girl who got lost in a nightmare and, using her own blood, she tried to change it into paradise.
I’m shy, awkward and clumsy. Short somehow-human who loves to hug people but is mostly too insecure to do so. So, cuddles dogs and cats instead.


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Ryoukai 20 Philippines INTP 549 28C
This is foxface speaking.

I started working at my college as a student assistant. It's kind of like being a secretary to the professors. And boy, there was a lot to type...

I decided to do so mostly for the experience. I'm close to graduating and I want to at least have some experience before I do.

I have to admit, it's kinda stressful so far, especially as I'm also the president of the psychology society of my school. Didn't expect it would be this hard but I'm sure I'll adjust soon ^^
I feel insecure about my appearance.
I went to youthgroup and all the guys my age and younger guys too were taller an more muscely.
I'm skinny and I can't change that no matter how much I eat.

Should I care?
Is this why I can't get a date?
Do I need to be stronger or what?
I don't get it.
Has something else happened here that I missed in the past month? It says I've posted 345 comments when I know for sure that I definitely have under 100... Odd. I hope there hasn't been another hacking or something?
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This is foxface speaking.

Well, since the start of the semester is near this year, I'm going to be busy. ^^;; These past few days I've been having bad dreams. It's probably because I'm getting too nervous now that I have a big responsibility to attend to. Hopefully, I won't do too bad in being the head of an organization.

There's not much to say but I do wish I could talk more about something. I'm sure I'll think of a lot of things once school starts.

Have a good day! And 'til next thought! ^^
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I only have four days of school left! I didn't think I'd get this far tbh but here I am
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Ryoukai 20 Philippines INTP 549 28C
This is foxface speaking about some random thing she reminisced.

'You're too kind'...

I've been told this several times already in different ways. Some had used it in a way of thanks. Some, to express their annoyance (like when they think I should have done A instead of B). And some in a tone that says 'I know you can't do it' (like a 'you have no guts' kind of way rather than the 'it's because you're nice' way)

I wonder if it's a bad thing. I'm sure it's not but it can present problems in certain situations. I'm not THAT kind either. I don't see myself as being too kind.

What got me thinking is when a friend mentioned it when I complimented her drawing. I know it was a kind of compliment type of 'you're too kind' but I can't help but remember this one time when I got into a love triangle of sorts, where this girl who I was friends with before had a crush on this guy who we were both friends to. There wasn't really any 'love' going on between me and the guy, though.

One day, the girl chatted with me and told me that I could take whatever I want from her, just not him. I was clueless about what she was talking about and just said something close to 'lol. alright. i won't'. And she told me 'I know. You're too kind.'

The phrase kinda stuck with me since then. I've been told that it will someday lead me to be taken advantage on. But being kind isn't that bad, I'm sure. Just need to be careful or something.

...That sounded depressing after rereading it. o D o That was not my intention xD But yeah, just remembering and stuff. Thanks for reading and have a good day! 'Til next thought~
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Ryoukai 20 Philippines INTP 549 28C
This is foxface speaking.

So I spent a week without internet because it was cut. It was just reconnected today so I got back :D Nothing much happened but I did start to sew a small fox doll. Haven't finished though since I don't have enough cotton to stuff it up. Maybe I'll show you guys a pic if I finish it.

Though aside from that, there really isn't much to talk about. I didn't even reflect on anything. The days went by so fast...

Anyway, the start of the first term is near and I'm feeling a bit nervous. I did a bit of an advance reading on topics that may be tackled under my 'Logic' subject. Hopefully, I'll do well this year.

'Til next thought!
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