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EII 4w5 1w9 5w6 SoSp Rloai AIS MelancholicPhlegmatic
20 United States INFP 415 60C
Wow. It has been a while. Does anyone remember me? Haha. Anyway, I like to think I've grown to be more mature and emotionally stable since my last post, even if it has been only a year. I wish that I could delete everything I posted on here before. I've made my posts private, but they still show for me. I wish they didn't. I'm avoiding reading them because I know they'll just make me feel awful. I was in such a weird state back then... But! I know now that everything happens for a reason, so I don't get as depressed when it seems like everything is all wrong.

A lot has changed. I finished my senior year. I got into my dream college and in September I'm going to be going to a school in a town that is familiar, but far away from this place. A fresh start sounds amazing...! I'm going to be a bit more open and try to make good friends and wonderful memories.

I'm not sure how often I'll be around on this website. I used to come on and off and promise to be super active, but I could never live up to it, so this time I won't promise even though I'd like to. Still, I think I'll drop by every so often. I can't wait to see how this community has changed during that year I missed. :)
School ended, and my rage stopped when I cried and screamed in school. I feel at peace now, I guess.
Rewriting my book is hard. There's parts that I remember liking a lot, but can't remember word for word.
So most of my "writing" now is me banging my head against the wall and screaming "Damn it! I already wrote this!"
I went into a church today and lit a candle for Iris.
I'm not a religious person, but it felt like the right thing to do.
I feel better. It was nice.
I just stared into the flames for a minute and left. My friends were there too, but they didn't say a word for once. That was nice.
Iris is with the angels now.
I think I can move on with my life.
SEI RLOAN PhlegmaticMelancholic
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ILI 5w4 4w5 9w1 SpSx RCUEI IAS MelancholicPhlegmatic
Ryoukai 21 Philippines INTP 549 28C
This is foxface speaking.

Just a little thing I wrote. It's a bit depressing though, since I was stressed out when I wrote it ^^;; Doesn't really have a title but you guys could suggest one x3
EII 2w1 9w1 7w6 SpSo rLUAI IAS PhlegmaticMelancholic
26 France INFP 297 229C
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Long story short.
My computer bag got stolen.
It also had a bunch of personal items in it that I'm really attached to... It makes me so mad to see what people are willing to do.
I lost my book. Again. My backups were on usb drives that were in my bag at the time. I'm so stupid.
I also lost my best notebooks, drawings, pencils, and my lucky guitar pick I got from a friend who I really miss.
Whenever I missed her I took out the pick and flipped it over and over and over... It helped. But it's gone, along with all of my other stuff.
Why do people do stuff like that? It's not fair.
My family says that maybe god doesn't want me to write.
Well screw god! I'm going to keep writing anyway, even if my books are not christian. I'll write what I want damn it!
If I want a pantheon of "false" gods in my story I'll have one!
It's my book! I'll write what I want!
What's happening now? Is my account being used for spam AGAIN?
I think it is time for me to leave. I adore this website, or what it was before the incident months ago, but it seems to be run pretty irresponsibly since there's been no effort to raise security, no updates at all, and I STILL have not been allowed to change my password. And seeing every single time I log on that some heartless being has been using my account to troll everyone is horrible. It's something I cannot put up with.
It's been really wonderful meeting you guys. I didn't want to leave so it sucks that it has to come to this. And to whatever stupid hacker keeps using my account: You're a pathetic, immature child who needs to find a worthwhile hobby (aka not hacking accounts of anxiety ridden sixteen year olds) and leave innocent people on a quiet, harmless website alone.
ILI 6w5 1w2 3w4 SpSo RLOEI MelancholicPhlegmatic
Turt 24 Indonesia INTJ 613 16C
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