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23 United States INFP
Just another soul going on a search here. I'm very shy and get lost in my own thoughts a lot. Describing myself is not my strong suit.


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Ryoukai 21 Philippines INTP 549 28C
This is foxface speaking.

It's been a while since I last posted. I didn't really have anything to post, other than getting stressed out with school and getting depressed to the point that I couldn't sleep well at night.

It's very distressing when you're not used to specific situations, mainly social ones. You question why some things have to be done when they seem meaningless.

guess I'm just not used to things. Wish I could resign from being an officer. Too bad I can't. :/

Sorry for the slightly sad thought.
Aww... Crap.
I think I might be falling in love again.
I'm not ready yet.
I need more time.
Eugh. Feelings are weird and very inconvenient as it turns out.
Pseudo, please don't let this place die!
Most of the people I had contact with already left, but I still want to stay.

Please fix this and people will start coming back.
Don't give up just because of one hacker!
This is your site, YOUR community!!
EII 4w5 1w9 5w6 SoSp Rloai AIS MelancholicPhlegmatic
20 United States INFP 415 60C
Wow. It has been a while. Does anyone remember me? Haha. Anyway, I like to think I've grown to be more mature and emotionally stable since my last post, even if it has been only a year. I wish that I could delete everything I posted on here before. I've made my posts private, but they still show for me. I wish they didn't. I'm avoiding reading them because I know they'll just make me feel awful. I was in such a weird state back then... But! I know now that everything happens for a reason, so I don't get as depressed when it seems like everything is all wrong.

A lot has changed. I finished my senior year. I got into my dream college and in September I'm going to be going to a school in a town that is familiar, but far away from this place. A fresh start sounds amazing...! I'm going to be a bit more open and try to make good friends and wonderful memories.

I'm not sure how often I'll be around on this website. I used to come on and off and promise to be super active, but I could never live up to it, so this time I won't promise even though I'd like to. Still, I think I'll drop by every so often. I can't wait to see how this community has changed during that year I missed. :)
School ended, and my rage stopped when I cried and screamed in school. I feel at peace now, I guess.
Rewriting my book is hard. There's parts that I remember liking a lot, but can't remember word for word.
So most of my "writing" now is me banging my head against the wall and screaming "Damn it! I already wrote this!"
I went into a church today and lit a candle for Iris.
I'm not a religious person, but it felt like the right thing to do.
I feel better. It was nice.
I just stared into the flames for a minute and left. My friends were there too, but they didn't say a word for once. That was nice.
Iris is with the angels now.
I think I can move on with my life.
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Ryoukai 21 Philippines INTP 549 28C
This is foxface speaking.

Just a little thing I wrote. It's a bit depressing though, since I was stressed out when I wrote it ^^;; Doesn't really have a title but you guys could suggest one x3
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