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2017

Comment #10742

Location: Nekocchi
SEI RLOAN PhlegmaticMelancholic
Nekocchi
8
Stray steps and an abandoned, quiet place.

Somehow, for some reason, I keep coming back here. Without saying a word, with an incoherent hope for... what?

Maybe it is one of those 'old habits die hard' things. Maybe it's because I poured out a piece of me here, and now I will forever be drawn to return. Maybe I miss all the people and their genuinity that surrounded this place. (And maybe it's maybelline.)

This was a safe-house, a light over the stormy seas, calling forth the people weary of outside life and the weights in their soul.

A lot in my life has changed - or at least it feels like that. I've changed. I'm still a short person riddled with fears, who has no idea how to adult and makes many mistakes. Yet, I'm different than I was when I actively used this place. And I would like to hope that the other guys who came here, the troubled people, got that bit of a change, too. That small push towards a lighter place.



Things aren't infinitely better, but I'd like to think that my way of looking at them is clearer and a tad brighter, if nothing else. And... it feels good to know that I am no longer in that pitch black place, crying every night, head filled with images of suicide.

Sun is shining outside, and things hurt and make me scared, but I will be alright.

I hope you will be, too.